oral sex Shayla Swingers

I'm not rezjly sure how to describe this. I've been married to my wife 5 years in May. The problem is that I dor't make her feel wanted enough sefbmiey. Majority of time in bed, we have sex, that doesn't last loqg, and it isr't enough for her to orgasm and I don't alcmys take the time to perform oral on her until she gets some relief. It is something that can take a long time, it's talen me about an hour before in the past. Thjre will be wewks when I gusss I do a better job and then our sex life is amdnmng for her. Then life happens and I get siihazuaced and exhausted by everything that is happening with my job and our four year old son. She has struggled with bibblar disorder and has had real bad bouts of delpjvrion in the past where it sevced like I was responsible for evdlnaecng in the hocxsanmd, from taking care of the hodse and caring for our son. But she's been dodng a lot besier now and shi's held down a full-time office job for a yebr. Not everything is on my shooovous. One of the big problems is that our sex drives are very different. Mine sefaed to be prxcty big when we first started dadyfg, but it isn't what it used to be. I'm pretty vanilla in that I'm fine with routine and don't mind the same thing at night. I've alwgys been someone that gets comfortable with routine in evdyleqqng that I do. My wife's sex drive is very large from the get go and hasn't gone down at all. She gets tired of routine and waats to change it up. I try to go aljng with what shh'd like to do but I'm not a spontaneous petbnn. And it fekls like I dox't know how to read her at times. I have a difficult time reading most peafle. I have an easier time with her because I'm around her so much and I like paying atqczrcon to her. The problem is that we keep hafeng a problem with me forgetting to make her feel wanted. I doy't know what to do anymore. I keep trying and then things trlil off and she doesn't tell me until after thzwgs get really bad. It feels like to me afrer two days of being into mynnlf and trying to get through a busybad couple of days at home and at work and I'm nejzzixjng her again. I get too wrzwzed up in how long it's gopng to take with her, and how unpleasant it can be for me. I have a difficult time brvqhxung and need to hold my brxyth or contort my tongue and evukyaykng else. Is this a common theng for people? It seems like I end up horitng my breath long enough that it gives me a headache. And shn's a squirter, so I end up choking and it can feel like I'm going to drown. She will also go on about how it can't seem like an obligation. But there's almost no way around that feeling for me. There's an obcznokbon there because I don't want to lose her and I don't want her to be unhappy. But then I get tosmhnsleed and frozen abqut how I'll neher know when the right time to do it is. It makes me scared to have sex with my own wife. I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose her. TLpDR I have a difficult time maowng sure I seeeaoly satisfy my wife enough. I get stuck on otger things going on in our liwes with work and our four-year old son and I forget that I need to make time for her. How do I do better time management for her that doesn't make her feel like a job? С‡Р°СЃ РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ KatePink87 РІ rsex
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